Please step away from those awful pants! They do nothing for you other than make you look huge (and I don't think that you are). I don't know if this is more of the shitty work of your friend Natan, but if he really liked you, he wouldn't dress you in such fugly clothes. There has got to be a good Dutch designer out there who is probably dying to work with you. Give them a chance and back the fu*k away from Natan.
Maria Teresa also wears those awful pants. She's a client of Natan too.