I really enjoy the moment when I think about killing myself multiple times a day knowing these lockdowns will never end and we'll be living like that in perpetuity, because our governments want it that way (they really take copying China to a whole new level!). It's so funny, ha ha ha, Lyna. Isn't it funny?
I hope you aren't serious. If so, I hope you have a therapist you can talk to. I live alone and I've been working from home since March and I have never once considered suicide. When I need fresh air or social interaction, I go to the grocery store. Plenty of people are taking up bike riding, gardening, or any activity to get them out of the house. Bars and restaurants have limited capacity so it's possible to get out of the house.
Nearly 200,000 people have died in the United States alone so I don't think the government is overreacting. If everyone gets sick and dies, then our way of life will definitely change.